In 2011 at the age of 21 I started questioning something I was taught to believe what I assumed was the truth. I slowly started fading while starting to do the research into something on which my life was being build. What followed on quite shortly was disappointment, fear of loosing all of the people I cared for and horrible feeling of being lied to… as well as great great anger. My life has changed…

As far as my memory reaches I have always been expressing myself… through music… writing or art. This blog is a tool to help me make sense of my new life that I am just beginning at the age of 22. And through that I hope to learn as much as I can about myself… find understanding and peace so I can move on with my life without fear and anger. Hope you will enjoy what you might find here.